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Our house was full of flowers…

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One day it wasn’t and then the next we had bouquets out the ying-yang and we were all sad.  Baby Peanut had missed the bus and it was a BIG shock.  I never in a million years had considered that I would miscarry, or that if I did, my body would be so retarded as not to tell me at all.  For like 5 WEEKS!  I know.

Having spent the day in hospital having unspeakable things done to me, I can honestly say that I have lived through the worst day of my life and I am quietly proud of myself.  I expected to fall apart and lose the plot and crawl back to my GP begging for antidepressants.  But I haven’t done any of those things, I am just quietly getting on with things, loving Ethan about a million times more and being so thankful for him.

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  1. May 6, 2010 3:36 am

    So, so sorry for you loss. Thinking of you all at this sad time xoxoxoxo

  2. May 6, 2010 3:40 am

    Thanks Michelle. It's getting better and at first I was sure I didn't want to try again but I think we will.

  3. May 7, 2010 12:27 am

    M- Reading this post makes me so sad for you,dave, and e. Sounds like you are doing ok but let me know if you need anything. I think about you all everyday! Miss you. xoxo T

    • May 7, 2010 4:14 am

      @Tara

      Miss you too T-bone xxx